All I Want To Do Is To Just Fucking Run Away From You But That’s So Fucking Hard


I want to just forget you
And the way I’m so subconscious of you
Whether you’re lurking with her or with another
Whether you’re here or not,
I always end up being so
Aware
Of you.

I think of all the hours I spend thinking about you
And wonder if those hours count, too.
Then I just think about our impossibility and get mad,
Then someone plants some cruel Hope
And that makes me mad, too.
This can’t be healthy,
But like broken New Year’s Resolutions
I break at the thought of letting you go
No matter how much more it’ll hurt if I
Hold onto the knife
From the wrong end.

But this isn’t an anime or a movie at all
I know that you’ll just fuck me over
And keep me that way.
I can’t help that you’re always here-
Where I don’t want you to be-
In my mind.

All I Want To Do Is To Just Fucking Run Away From You But That’s So Fucking Hard

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