The saddest thing for me
Is not having a song to relate to.
Everything I listen to
Is either a few steps too quick
Or a few shades too red.
This complex feeling right now-
Nothing strikes a chord with me.
The one thing that would never betray me
I have lost even that.
What am I without everything that I love?
I am myself in my element. For I
Have never had anything that I ever loved,
I’ve never felt this small,
Of being “one in a million”
Is no longer a compliment,
But is now instead something that makes me all the more
So what if I shine bright?
All the other stars shine
Just a little brighter.