Alone Again

It is admittedly hard to distract yourself from what makes you
You
When you are trapped all alone with nothing to hold on to
But lies that keep you far more distant from
The center of the world.

For every three words that leave my mouth,
I can guarantee that at least one of them is a falsehood.
Perhaps I said
I loved you-
Perhaps the lie is that I was the one who did the loving,
Perhaps the lie is that I am currently loving you, or never had,
Or perhaps,
The one my affections reached to
Had never been you in the first place.

Betrayal comes in pairs
Because one cannot be forsaken by himself.
But if we take time to look at the windows
From the outside in,
Perhaps we’d find that
There were never lights on inside the house.
Perhaps.

Alone Again

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