I’m on a search to find myself
Because somewhere along the train
I must’ve dropped myself—
And in erasing you
I must’ve erased some parts of myself as well.
But within myself
I keep finding bits and pieces of you—
Like your music in my ears
And the scent of your light blue jacket on my neck.
I remember in my own memories
Snippets of yours,
Laughing at stupid jokes at 2 in the morning and
Inside jokes that we used to share.
In finding myself,
I found you.
I should’ve stayed lost.