I wish I could say
That there is more to this
Am in the same goddamn sinking boat as you
For I also do not know
If there is more to this.
Hope is the biggest pain of all
And I cry alone in body
But my spirit tells me
There is something more.
Like the people that may love me and hate me,
The future that has existed and
The past that will exist
And the present that is anywhere but here.
It is easy to lose yourself
When all you look for is nothing.
But I tell you,