i am a failure, not just tonight but every night and hereonafter


I can tell these days that
I am broken into little pieces
Like the nights I wish we were back in that car of yours
And the days where I wake up and
Every small thing
Makes me want to cry
Like the tears won’t stop
Over
News articles about
The future that I never wanted and
A scruffy dog that I can never spend time with.
A specific lyric in a song
That touches me,
Rupi Kaur and the future she has
That I so sorely wish was mine,
Love I never had and
Love I have that I never cared for in the right way.

And I say these words are mine
And yet I cannot even pass a class centered around
Words

i am a failure, not just tonight but every night and hereonafter

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