하나, 둘, 셋

하나:
The thing I am most scared of is
Coming to terms with Eternity.
Men wish to live forever, but
I cannot rationalize love with
Wanting to stay.
Like a chronic absentee in your heart, I know that
Understanding the temporary nature of feelings
Keeps me more grounded than banking hopes on
The unpredictable future.

둘:
I wish things were more whole between my feelings and I,
Like my heart and soul have divorced over a petty issue
But still remain in love,
I am a battlefield of contradictions.
I want you, yet I am not allowed to,
I need you, yet I am scared for you to stay.
I wish you could be forever, yet I am
The one who will be temporary.
I belong in the thrift store as an
“Incomplete Item”
Half of a person without the Whole Feelings part.

셋:
I
am in
Love
With you.
Maybe.
But I just want
Your warmth
Your words
Your feelings
You
But the only thing I can give to you in return
Is a half-complete Me
And it feels so much less than Equivalent Exchange.

하나, 둘, 셋

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